Sexy ass bitches....
I'm sick....and breathing and swallowing are over rated
Anyway I wrote this for Alex...
The clock on his wall stops in its own war against the music, they seem intertwined with sadness, locked together with apathy. She found him under a willow tree, his eye were the color of the sky that captured the rain. A tear slips down her cheek forcing him onto a new course. They chased the sun in the day and followed the moon at night stopping only to lie recklessly in fields of wild flowers. Their dreams consumed them, and smoldered like forest fire that melts into innocent eyes. They bleed eternity, like rivers flow carelessly into oceans. They’re searching for a purpose, but it’s like trying to paint something beautiful while sleeping, and she swears lightening still pours through her veins every time he touches her. Life is slipping through their hands like hot breath on a window, their fingers tracing figures only they see. They’re carelessly drawing breath of dead air like drunken kisses in the still evenings. Writing their own language of romance, but the chalk on the sidewalk has its own story to tell.
I have so much shit I wrote about us it's crazy idk why I never post it...*shrug*
Oh by the way just to clarify things...last post it said I wish I hated you...No, I didnt mean alex...i wish i had a quarter for every person that ask me that. its everyone i used to know and hang out with and...still miss
…Friends….
Who has the best hair…hmm..Rita and Nick
Who has the nicest eyes…Caz
Who’s the funniest…oh god um...Emily or Alex
Who do you like being around the most…i love being around all of them
Who do you relate to most…Barbie
Who do you have a crush on…Alex
Who’s the prettiest...they're all pretty
Who has the best smile…Kelsey
Who's the craziest...Madeline
Who has a contagious laugh...Emily
Who makes you laugh no matter what…Devin and Chris
Who do you spend most time with…Emily
Who’s your oldest friend…Ethan, Josh or Morgan...they're about the same
Newest friend…*shrugs*
Who’s your best friend…I don't have only one
Who’s the cutest couple…Barbie and Steve
Makes you smile the most…Alex
Who looks most like you…wtf..no one
Who acts most like you…Barbie
Who do you wish you were more like…um..i wish i was more like all of them in one way or another
Who is always there for you…Caz, Chrissy, Barbie, Alex
Who do you have the most fun with...Chrissy, Caz, Nick
Who do you wish you were around more...Alex
Most likely to be friends with forever...I know it will happen but for now I'd like to think we'll never drift apart
Being home lately has been hell...if I fuck up again...I'm going to end up with my brother or my mom's friend Deb...ok i'll up date you guys...my parents think I'm going to commit suicide so they're around me constantly watching me and they search my room all the time to see if I have anything that's no acceptable..it's retarded...and I have so much shit in my room that I need to get out before I'm searched again that idk what to do with it so...yeah...but the funny part is...lately I have been crazily happy...everything other than that has been going really great.....and I lost 3 more lbs...so yay
When does the war against war begin? | 
